Trinket's Face

2025 March 11

Hi hi hi it's me, Trinket!

I had a funny experience while fronting today. I looked in the mirror and felt a certain something for the first time: that this was not "my" face looking back at me. I identify the least with our body. i don't like the way our voice sounds so much. This was the first time I felt really like this, though. At least, with understanding!

If I was to say that I was just a passenger in "their" body, then the other three would be upset with me! They'd say that it's just as much mine as theirs. They're right about that! I want to kind of think of myself as piloting it, though. The gem in the heart is metaphorically the 'real me; and the other features can be changed and swapped out. This should be something that I can make sense of if I think of it in the right way. I want to try and remember my "soul" and its place in us. Since I have difficulty controlling our body sometimes, I think I can think of it like a car and it might make more sense for me. Or be fun! Or not work out at all!

Anyway I don't get long to write and I'm just thinking. Seeya love you all